NEVER HAD—OSCAR ISAAC

So hi blogging friends. It's been something like 500 years since I've posted. Life has been somewhat INSANE to say the least. I moved down to Provo two weeks ago, started school and a new job...so my days have been absolutely jam packed. Which not gonna lie, I absolutely love when my life is like this. There is nothing that makes me happier than being productive. Laziness is unhappiness, the end.

This song has long been one of my favorites and I just felt like posting it today. Oscar Isaac has the most beautiful voice and this song is just perfect perfect perfect. One day I'll post something other than music and get around to being creative again...I'll find the time haha. Have a lovely weekend friends!

GOOD DAYS

Yesterday was a good day. A really good day. I drove down to Provo for a job interview and got a call back 30 minutes after I'd left saying I got the job. Then I got to meet one of my absolute best friends Eliza for lunch and a quick catch up, which was just what I needed to feel better about some ugh situations. The weather was absolutely BEAUTIFUL so when I got back to Salt Lake my friend Katelyn and I spontaneously decided to go on a hike up Ferguson Canyon. We laughed our bums off and took tons of goofy pictures so it was a real good time. Then to top off the magical day my good pal took me on an hour long nighttime motorcycle ride around the valley.

Ahhh it was just one of those days sent from the gods; you know where everything just seems to align perfectly and you just want to shout for joy at how blessed you are. After a crappy weekend it was absolutely what I needed to feel like life was gonna be alright ya know? Aaaand then today I got a flat tire on my way to work lolol so ya know, you win some you lose some. But the amazingness of yesterday has carried over today, keeping my spirits high. So hey, I'm not stressing yo, I'm pretty sure life is going to be a-okay. Thumbs up to that.

I'm thinking about pursuing a career in modeling. Or at least part-time modeling. Probably gonna have to keep my normal job though. Self timers lololol.

WEIRDEST MUSIC POST EVER

Hahhhh...this is the weirdest music post I've ever done. So today on this wonderful lazy Sunday I've been watching a bit of The Office and I was like WAIT HOLD UP. This is actually way good! I haven't seen this episode since it was on TV 3 years ago and I'd forgotten how great this cover was. No this isn't a joke lol dead serious, this got all the feels going. Yeah yeah I know, Sarah McLachlan is way cheesy and yeah, this show is goofy as heck....but hey. I'm feeling a little bit sentimental today so I'm digging it.

CHANGE

Life is full of changes lately! Friends getting married, moving away, me transferring to BYU (moving to Provo in 3 weeks wait what??) I'm not gonna lie, I'm not a big fan of change (is anyone? idk) but this time around, these changes are feeling so so good. These past couple months I've been feeling in such a rut in life. Nothing particularly bad has happened these past few months, life has been fine, but nothing really that great has been happening either. I'm craving something new, a change of scenery, new challenges, meeting new people.. it's slightly terrifying but I've also never been more excited. I feel something great coming, I'm not sure what and I know these changes will bring challenges for sure, but something in me tells me that good things are on the way.

Also if anyone knows of any jobs hiring in Provo, hit me up ;) 

HAPPY SPRING

So yesterday I went to the grocery store to buy batteries and came out with a bouquet flowers. This kind of thing happens to me pretty regularly...haha I can never pass up pretty blooms when I see um. Also it's spring and 70 degrees outside which just fueled the need for the these beauties even more. Hope everyone has the happiest weekend!

LET IT GO

So Brooke Taylor posted on her blog just the other day about when stupid people hurt your feelings. And I love her for it because EVERYONE can relate. Sometimes when a boy breaks up with me or I'm rejected by some job that I totally thought I was qualified for or didn't get into the school I wanted, in my head I know (I KNOW) that it probably wasn't the right thing and I should be grateful it didn't work out. But yet, my heart is still hurt and I'm still just a little bit bitter about it. Because when ANYONE is telling you that you aren't good enough or cool enough to hang out with, it hurts...no matter how much you tell yourself you don't care.

BUT HEY. Life is still awesome and you're still awesome. And when you let it go you realize what that better thing was that was waiting around the corner. The hurt feelings settle and we laugh about how much we cared about what this person or job or school thought about us.

I recently was broken up with by a guy who I knew wasn't right for me, but I realllly let it get to me. Throughout the relationship I hadn't felt sure about it and had always felt he was a bit more into it than I was and then all of a sudden...he wasn't and I was left like, "Wait what the heck just happened??" And to top it all off he broke up with me through a text. A TEXT. Yeah, I know. That right there should've been enough for me to know it wasn't worth it. Looking back on it now, I think I was more upset by the rejection than the actual thing itself which is so dumb. I knew it wouldn't have been right and that it was probably for the best, yet I still felt so hurt by the whole thing... I mean honestly he is a great guy, a truly truly wonderful person who I had lots of fun with, and yes it was sad that it ended. But he wasn't my guy and even though I knew it, I let it stress me out. Such a silly situation now! Haha but that's why I love this song...doesn't it just describe all of this so perfectly?? Let it go. Just let be.